I (Jagadananda Pandita) cannot go there, however, without the Lord's permission, which at present He (Caitanya Mahaprabhu) denies me. He says, 'You are going because you are angry at Me'

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"I cannot go there, however, without the Lord’s permission, which at present He denies me. He says, ‘You are going because you are angry at Me"

Sri Caitanya-caritamrta

CC Antya-lila

I cannot go there, however, without the Lord’s permission, which at present He denies me. He says, ‘You are going because you are angry at Me.

CC Antya 13.28, Translation

I cannot go there, however, without the Lord’s permission, which at present He denies me. He says, ‘You are going because you are angry at Me.